This Picture was taken on April 19, and it is so hard to see it. She meant so much to me and my family. I wish I would have told her more often how wonderful she was. My girls still think she is going to come over. When I say guess who's coming to play they always say "Grandma Juicy!!" When they see a purse they ask where Grandma is? Autumn knows that grandma is an Angel however she also will say momma grandma's not dead anymore. I think a lot of the sadness comes when I am with the kids and they do or say something that I know she would just absolutely LOVE. I just cry.

I just want her to call and say"oh Hi what's going on?" and I know she never will. Talking to her was like talking to a dear friend she laughed easy she understood what we went through and hours would go by like nothing. She was our foundation and it's gone. I don't think seeing her picture help me much right now it just makes it harder because i go back to the time and as you can see in this picture she was loving her girls and listening to Austin play her a song on his guitar. This is what she always did and all she wanted to do.
I just want to go back to that time so so bad I wish I would have just held still and soaked her all in instead i was problee pulling weeds. I'm so sad and I miss her more than I would have ever imagined. So if anyone sees or hears from her tell her to call.

Love Me,