This Picture was taken on April 19, and it is so hard to see it. She meant so much to me and my family. I wish I would have told her more often how wonderful she was. My girls still think she is going to come over. When I say guess who's coming to play they always say "Grandma Juicy!!" When they see a purse they ask where Grandma is? Autumn knows that grandma is an Angel however she also will say momma grandma's not dead anymore. I think a lot of the sadness comes when I am with the kids and they do or say something that I know she would just absolutely LOVE. I just cry.

I just want her to call and say"oh Hi what's going on?" and I know she never will. Talking to her was like talking to a dear friend she laughed easy she understood what we went through and hours would go by like nothing. She was our foundation and it's gone. I don't think seeing her picture help me much right now it just makes it harder because i go back to the time and as you can see in this picture she was loving her girls and listening to Austin play her a song on his guitar. This is what she always did and all she wanted to do.
I just want to go back to that time so so bad I wish I would have just held still and soaked her all in instead i was problee pulling weeds. I'm so sad and I miss her more than I would have ever imagined. So if anyone sees or hears from her tell her to call.

Love Me,

I was thinking if I updated this blog as often as we had an event all i would be doing is updating this blog.

Well we are going through a hard time Troy's mother Josie has been fighting cancer for about 7 years and she is getting tired of the fight. Most of the people i have lost in my life have been to cancer it just seem unbelievable !!!

Austin is doing good in school he has been on the honor roll for the majority of the year he just got a 3.7 gpa which is incredible he has really done this all on his own. he still love music when he is not listening to it he is playing it. One of my favorite things to do is listed to him sing and play. We have been having some great conversations about his life and what he would like to do what he is doing now. I know the clock is ticking and he will be gone in 3 years such a sad thought for me it just FLEW BY . What in the hell have I been doing the last 15 years ?

Lincoln has really come into his own this school year he has found a love for reading which every parent hopes for!! he started playing Baseball and is catching on so quick this is the first year he has played. He has also started to shadow Troy he wants to be with him all the time it is so cute

London has had a harder year I'm really thinking 1st grade sucks! it seems like all the little girls act like they're his mother by telling on him when hes working when hes wearing his hearing aid could you even imagine 17 mothers !!! and the Master mother!! ALL DAY!!!

I will post on the girls tomorrow i am getting tired

Summer

Happy Halloween!!!

We had such a great day Lincoln and London dressed up as very scary people and

as you can see the girls were the 3 blind mice! Austin helped by handing out candy.

I'll post every month sorry it took so long I didn't realize how many people still look at our blog!

My first trip to NYC to see my sis Tenesha

Spring pulling one of her faces!!

Autumn got new shoes and loves them so much she slept with them.

Winter she has almost all her teeth

Autumn Loves Books

Austin is a natural at surfing

Mexico

San Deigo

First Day of School

They all wanted in the basket

Girls